Just a little yum to share with you guys.
he bought a ring
said it was for his friend
he gave it her
"you'll make some guy happy." he said
that was a tip right there
she refused to take it
so many years back there were signs
she turned a blind eye
willing them untrue
she was a fool
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone
Just finished watching the movie 'The Beauty Inside', which I was told is based off the book 'Every Day' by David Levithan. Its such a beautiful movie that makes you think about the true essence of love and loving someone which transcends physical appearance, race or even gender.
The movies' closing soundtrack I found to be very fitting for the movie. True romance even though not understanding where they came from :-)
Do listen and enjoy the music while I go and read the book. Oh, you have to just press play ;) and click read more for lyrics.
I'm listening to the morning news on the radio, it’s snowing heavily outside and it has just been announced that the weather is only going to get worse and by the minute. It has been advised for all residents to stay home and keep warm.
‘Well, this is not bad’ I think to myself, ‘it means I get to spend time with my woman’. The thought of her brings a smile to my face. I walk into our bedroom and glance at the bed. There she’s sprawled with the sheets barely covering her naked body, still sleeping and snoring lightly. Her dark curly hair a tangled mess on top her head, uncovered from the satin bonnet she always insists on wearing every night but never wakes up with it on. Her face is turned towards me. She looks so young and innocent in her sleep, looking at her, you’d think she’s not a second older than 23. She’d be 38 in 2 weeks. I continue smiling and walk into the bathroom.
I run a hot bath and pour some portion of her favorite bubble bath and bath salt in it. Oh she’s going to love what I have in store for her today. The moment it had been announced that everyone should stay in, an idea had flashed in my head immediately on what to do with my baby. As the water fill the tub to a considerably good level, I turn of the flow and leave the bathroom, allowing the water to cool to a satisfactory point before I dunk her in it. ‘This is going to be so much fun’ I think as a mischievous grin splash across my face and I begin to whistle and walk out of the bedroom , down the stairs heading to the kitchen.
I make breakfast of celery, kale omelet with 5 strips of light pan fried bacon, just the way she likes them. I set them on a plate and pop in the microwave to keep warm while I juice out 2 glasses of pineapple and watermelon. I store those in the refrigerator and head back up stairs. The water should be cool enough now.
I slid into bed with her, matching her form with my body. The feel of her bare skin next to mine never gets old. My reaction to her is instant and I feel myself go fully hard. I run my hand down her right arm as she’s lying on her left side while I nuzzle her neck to get her to wake. She makes a mewling sound and writhes slightly to my touch, pushing her buttocks smack into my erection. I smile and graze her earlobe with my teeth, whispering into her ears for her to wake up. She groans and turns to face me, putting her leg over mine and hugging me. Her breasts plastered to my chest with hard poking nipples. Her face is so close to mine that our lips are barely touching. I doubt we will be able to make it to the bath. I’m in heaven.
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‘mmmmmmmmmmmmm’ that’s the sound I make as I stretch out my body across my husbands with my hands over his neck. Gradually coming awake, I nuzzle his neck and breathe in his smell. He smells so good, always. I hug him tightly as I still try to stretch out my muscles to relax them. I can feel his bulge strain against my thighs. I smile wolfishly. ‘Hmmmmm baby, what are you doing?’ I whisper as my eyes opens and stare into his. ‘I am only trying to wake you my love.’ He responds, planting a kiss to my lips and running his hands through my hair. I lean into him and deepen our kiss.
As I feel the sexual hunger rise between us, I gently pull out of his arms and break the kiss. ‘As much as I would like to stay here and plaaay with you baby, we need to get ready for work.’ At my mention of work, all sexual fog seems to instantly clear and I curse ‘Shit! I’m going to be so late. Why did you let me sleep in like this and aren’t you late for work?’ I try to scramble out of bed but he chuckles and pulls me back into his arms. ‘There’s no work today baby, all roads are closed cos it’s snowing like crazy out there’ he plants a kiss on my forehead.
‘oh! Well I have to email my boss about this then.’ I smile and wiggle out of his embrace, trying to get out of the bed. Swiftly, he leaves the bed, pulls me up and carries me in his arms.
‘What are you doing?’ I laughingly asked with suspicion laced in my tone. ‘You’d see.’ There’s a mischievous gleam in his eyes and his grin is too wide for comfort. He strides across the bedroom, into the bathroom, and then the scent wafts into my nostrils. It dawns on me what he is about to do. ‘Oh no, you don’t. Don’t do it.’ I excitedly squirm in his arms. ‘Doing it.’ and before I can get out another word, he dumps me in the tubs and roars in laughter.
I screech and curse but I’m not angry. Clearing the suds from my face, I look up at him adoringly and splash some suds in his face. We are both laughing now and splashing water all over the floor.
‘Get in here, you big goof’ My arms are outstretched to receive him. ‘Try and stop me.’ There is a sexual glint in his eyes as he sheds of his shorts and joins me in the tub. We hug and kiss and I wet his hair and face with suddy water. We are giggling like two teenagers and bouncing around in the tub. We play like this for a few minutes and then stop. I lean further into the water, watching him watch me. He’s smiling at me with all his love reflecting in his eyes. God, I love this man so much. I smile back at him.
He picks up one of my foot and starts massaging, gently circling the ball of my foot with his thumb. I close my eyes and sigh in appreciation. He does the same with the other foot and continues for a few minutes. I open my eyes and lean into him for a kiss. I kiss him softly but can feel the passion emanating from both of us. We do not indulge it but share a gentle kiss with my hands caressing the sides of his face. I sit back in the tub and scoop water and pour over his body. We sit like this pouring water over each other not saying a word.
As the water starts to feel too cool, I break the silence.
‘We should wash off honey.’ ‘Ok.’ and he gets up and pulls me to him. I pull out the tub plug for the water to drain and turn on the shower.
I've had this song on repeat for 2 days straight and it doesn't seem like I'm going to tire of it any time soon.
Justin Timberlakes' music to me is just like fine wine that tastes better with time and age. His song "Mirrors" is such a beautiful and emotional song that tells of a man trying to hold unto his relationship with the woman he knows is the love of his life. It is about a love between two people and how they complement each other.
I read the song was inspired by his wife Jessica Biel and the love between his grand parents who were married for over 60 years...WOWzah...So sweeeeet and such an inspiration!!
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Image3 courtesy sonicnation.com via googel
Lyrics from azlyrics.com
This is one of those music that just makes me love love.
As we've come into a new year, one word resounds in my mind, heart, spirit, being.
LOVE!!
Ray LaMontagne's voice just does things to me.
My oh My how can this be
There he goes talking in his sleep
By and By he will connive
Does he know he’s talking in his sleep
That is the song of Toni’s that pops into my head as I lay in bed with James. This isn’t the first time this has happened, where he has a conversation with ‘Doni’, his midnight lover, and he’s professing love to her.The very first time it happened, I had just finished making wild and passionate love with my husband and I had this happy, satisfied and very content smile on my face as it has been a long time we’ve been that bold in bed. He’d slept off some minutes ago and just as I was about to drift off myself, I hear it..’oh Doni… uuhhh’.. I move away from him sharply and look at his face, his face is all screwed up like a man about to orgasm and then he moans tightly and drifts back into sleep. I couldn’t believe it. I just lay there watching him, unable to move or act. I laid there all night into morning wondering what it all meant and scared to wake him up and ask. I rationalized it to him being tired and probably muttering stuff he saw on TV or maybe I am hearing things even when I knew what had happened was real.
He woke up the next morning oblivious to what happened because he was as loving as always. We had breakfast, kissed and both set out to work. Normal routine. That night I was apprehensive as I feared what would happen. We made love but I’m a little tense and he noticed. He asked me what was wrong and I said nothing because really what was I to say..’hey, last night I heard you call out for another woman!’ oh no, I couldn’t say that…besides it really was nothing. As I laid in bed, I waited anxiously to hear it again but nothing came. He just snored on lightly as usual without any care for the world. I finally drifted off to sleep smiling happily.
Life was great and we were happy.. living and loving each other, carrying on like we were the only two people in the world.
Then it happened again, six days after the first time. The same way as the first. We’d just made sweet, crazy love and he is asleep and I am thinking ‘life is beautiful!’ then I heard it ‘oh Doni, baby….yes baby’ and his face is screwed up like that first day. My, am I flabbergasted. What does this all mean? What am I to do? Should I confront him or forget it? Maybe it will pass and it means nothing? I’m in a fix here. Who can I confide in? I finally decided to let it slide but the next time it happens, I’m going to confront him.
But it went on every now and then and I couldn’t muster the courage to confront my husband. It had become a guilty secret that was haunting my life and the worst of it was he had no clue as to what was happening.
Then this faithful evening while he was taking a shower, his phone rings. I ignored it as it is not my place to answer his phone unless he asks me to. The person at the other end is persistent and calls two more times, then I think to myself, this must be important. Whose caller id do I see on his screen? ‘DONI’. ‘so this is real?’ I think to myself, she actually exists! I’m simmering in anger and had to make up a story of a headache so as not to make love. I lie in bed, confused and hurt, wondering to myself how I was going to confront him about it and then he goes, ‘oh Doni….!’
‘The promises he made, said we’d be together for always (he’s such a liar)
Then he calls out her name’..
As I type this post, a friend of mine has given her boyfriend till midnight to contact her otherwise she’ll consider their relationship done. Now, why do I say men and their wahala? Apparently, the guy has left her no choice than to take drastic actions by giving this ultimatum.
So the gist be say, this girl, who I go call ‘Love Jones’ and this boy, who I go call ‘Loner Chap’ {the names sound weird to me too but hey, na my story not yours so keep reading if you like} have known each other for a very long time but started dating last year. Love Jones was hopelessly in love with Loner Chap and she wasn’t afraid of letting him know how much {na she first talk I love you sef, then the boy come take cue}. Loner also loved Love and she believed him when he said so even though sometimes, according to her, his actions gave her cause for concern {me sef I wonder about the contradiction}.
Anyway, these two chappies are in love (make I never say ‘were’ as time never reach for verdict) and they always talked about their life together, the number of kids they’ll have, how many rooms they’ll have in their first house …you know that kind of gist na. Everything was perfect, no sense of impending doom until one gloomy Saturday evening o.
Loner had texted her to say he was getting in some weird mood cos of some issues he was having {by the way, these two people live states apart}. She, as a caring girlfriend, tried to encourage and support him through whatever decisions he decided to make and of course promised to be there for him, no matter what. The babe come de send messages o, the guy no de respond. She come de call bobo, e no gree answer..haba….all through that night till the next afternoon, no response to all her attempts at reaching him o..she vex send am email {apparently, the guy de do like that sometimes but always responded no later than the next day}. Email wey she send, bobo no gree reply o. by midnight on Sunday, babe don dey frantic with fear and worry. She de call Loner, e no de gree ansa phone.
Next day, she called his office and asked to speak with him, Loner answered and promised to call her back later that evening so they’ll talk but never did. This pissed her off real bad, so she decided to ignore him. One week down, no communication between Love and Loner. She started to worry again because it was unusual for him to stay away that long. She called his cells, sent text msgs, email, no response. She became frantic again and then called his office. When she heard his voice and knew he was alright, she hung up without saying much to him {probably silly on her part..told her as much}. Another week, two weeks passed, no word from Loner o, then she calls his office again. This time she asked that they talk and like before he said of course but that he’ll call her back as he had stuff he was working on. Your guess is very correct, Loner never called. Na im the chic send the bobo email (4 weeks since all this started and no word from Loner), baring her soul in it and then ended it with the ultimatum.
Please make una help me access this situation o. Is this decision she took the right one? What would be the best action to take if you were in her shoes? Me I think, she’s on the right track because I see how this whole fiasco has affected her and it is definitely not healthy.
I know you’ll be thinking this is a case of maybe the guy is seeing someone else, but she’s almost convinced he isn’t and this is also not a case of maybe she did something to warrant such behavior. Love and Loner are crazy in love with each other even as at the last conversation that gloomy day {well according to her o, so let us assume everything she’s told me is the truth}.
So me I just de think, men get too many issues jare…you no show them love, them go say u de too cold or too de form hard babe…you show them love, them go say you de too emotional or behave like this one now…
Which ones sef ehn?!...wetin una get to say for this matter?!
